Don’t judge eternity by your current circumstances.
We have to remember in the big scheme of things, it does not matter who you are in all of this as long as you remember who’s you are. You are a child of the most High God.
This is the Truth that makes it well with our Souls. Keep your eyes on Jesus. That is the only way we can see through eyes of faith rather than eyes of fear. He is our author, and finisher of our faith.